yuck.

today has gone by so slowly. last night i was near panicking because tonight i had to work the dinner shift. (friday dinner = one of the craziest EVER!) so i was freaking out, and i had an essay test today, i'm getting sick, so my body's tired. and i really just needed a break... so today, i woke up, and had to go back to sleep because i wasn't able to function... i ended up doing horrible on my test, and had to sit through my speech class listening to my professor telling me that i'm good for nothing because i don't have my next speech topic picked out. oh joy. i had to rush home, get dressed, drive out to monsoon... .and i was freaking out the whole way. until i walked in the door. which surprisingly... is how it has tended to work out for the past few times that i stress out about everything. i was in a pretty okay mood tonight... and instead of breaking down and crying all over the place... when all the things started happening, i laughed... it was the most freeing experience. still a long night, but things worked out... i got to give people the check tonight. which was good, because if they had asked for dessert, i wouldn't have known what to do! (i still don't know the menu very well... shame on me) and! tonight was payday. and my boss handed me an envelope of cash. very cool. sigh... this week has been kind of awful... i hate to say it. but i'm so glad that it's over. and i get to take a break! tonight, i'm going to sleep sooooo well (i hope) i'm NOT going to set an alarm, and then sunday, is my andrew bird concert. -freak out- it's looking like my mom will back out... so i don't know who is going to go with me. my brother is going to danielles tomorrow, and so it'll either be my dad or my mom. and honestly... i don't think either of them will enjoy it very much. i know that i'm going to be sitting there jaw open and about to pee myself haha (not literally) but if my mom comes, she'll complain that the music is too loud, or that she needs to go to the bathroom, or that she's tired, and want's to go home... and if my dad goes, he'll just sit and nod, and watch me have fun... and neither of these sounds like a fun time. sorry. but i know i'll enjoy myself anyway.... i haven't decided if i really want to go to the renaissance fair. it sounded like fun... but i'm gonna walk around, and then go to the concert where i'm standing... it seems like a pretty tiring day. i don't know. i'll figure it out. but tonight! AH tonight. i rest. :)