today, has been such a long day. i had two dreams last night, and this morning, my brother woke me up and reminded me about the renaissance fair at bcc in mt. laurel. so i went back to sleep for another hour and when i woke up, i was in a rush to get ready... and i saw that i had an email from my "maybe employer" and he said that he hadn't called me because there were more interviews, and that he would call me tomorrow and let me know of the final decision. so i was thinking hmm. why would he email me and say he would call me, if he was just going to tell me i didn't get it. wouldn't he just say yeah, sorry... you suck. haha. so i was really hopeful. and i went down to the mt. laurel campus, and my brother showed me around. we went to the "fair" which was 4 tables of pathetic-ness. but we jousted, and ate some gingerbread cookies and got a keychain with our picture in it. he ate a turkey leg while i looked on in disgust. and then perdeep called me! and he said that i GOT THE JOB! that's right ladies and gentlemen... i am now officially a waitress. i start on tuesday. :D i am so so so excited... i just need to go and get the suitable clothing. choir dress haha. i can't believe it. it just seems so surreal. the past few days have been so... sad. i've felt worthless, and angry. but there really is still hope. i can "follow my dream" :D YES!
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