today! i feel good.
i am happy.
i think i might have figured out what i want to do. not for the rest of my life silly. but for a good portion of my future. actually not really even that. have any guesses? hmm. i think i'm just going to be severely unclear about everything. i really really really hope that everything works out. andrews is a no-go. i've decided that. i just can't do it. i don't have any money. nor will i have any money by the time that i wish to go and live up these glorious plans of mine. and i am okay with that. it was one of those unatainable goals. i should go for short term instead of long term right. which really doesn't make any sense seeing as how my next plan is not any less grand. ah. but for the day. for this day, i am quite content with how everything is going. i got to talk with peter tonight and share :D i miss him.
tomorrow. i embark to the dentist.
i am scared.
i know, that there is nothing to worry about. except that there could be something horribly wrong with my dental hygiene. i hope not. i do what they tell me, but i guess my teeth are sort of the rebels... they wear all black and spikey chains. and sometimes they even dye their hair... for shame. (that was a joke.) for some reason, there is always something wrong when i go in for these check-ups. so tonight, i hope that i am able to SLEEP. without too much stress.
tomorrow is a big day.
i keep writing, but i don't really have anything to say. except that for the first time in i don't know how long. i am actually happy. and i want to share with you. and maybe i can make you smile too.
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