ice cream? anyone?

i miss you
i miss you a lot
they say women are confusing
and i guess it's true when they
can't even decipher their own thoughts
huh?
i can't decide, what's worse
being with you
or being without you

so today was pretty much crap.
okay so maybe not
i just feel awful
the day started out with
a horrendous conversation at
the s.s. via church this morning...
the three theologians decided to debate
about things that i have no knowledge or interest of
so the other unintelligible beings sitting at the table
quietly wrote notes to one another
and endured in silence.
so then afterwards my brother and i
had a discussion on the way home
and my mom listened and inputted..
and for some reason
it has become a reed family tradition to take
a nap
after church on saturdays. so we did. only for an hour
or at least chad and i. then we (chad and i again) over to the
bordentown bluffs
and i climbed a tree. very exciting.... not really that much of an
accomplishment i suppose seeing as how it was at like... an 20 degree angle from the ground.. ha
but STILL
then we headed over to mess's house and he made sassafrases tea with the roots that we found. and THEN we headed down to pete and jess's place
and ate, and chilled, and played a 'telephone/pictionary' game
actually quite entertaining.

so today should have been fun
and indeed it was
except for my crappy attitude (hooray)

i hate what i have become
it's like my worst night mare
come true

(actually, my worst nightmare involved an alligator and a college professor, so i guess it's like second worst)