goodbye goodnight

so i need to get happy
anyone have any ideas?
i think, maybe when i can
get out of the house
i'll be okay
right now i'm cooped up
with all of these stupid thoughts
so i'm hoping if this job works out
everything will be good
and i can start relaxing
and enjoying myself

i think there's just something about summer
it seems for the past three years
summer has been something to dread
instead of something to look forward to
but then again
i'm not really a happy person to begin with
i need to work on that

i've been trying
to reform myself
to begin again
cast aside the old me
and welcome the new

tonight i ran .45 miles.
which may not seem like a very big
accomplishment, and so what
if it took me the same amount of time
it takes normal people to run a whole
mile... but to me
it's pretty much everything
i've been wanting to learn how to run
this is one of my summer projects
i have a few and i really want to work on this one.
i want to run a mile
i'm working up slowly.
friday i got .25
saturday i went hiking in the woods
and today i pushed up to .45
tomorrow i'm going to go for .5
and my plan is to increase by .1
every night until i can reach one mile
comfortably
i'm working inside right now so i can monitor my progress
yay machines... ?
yup. then i'm going to work on the outside aspect
of my neighborhood.
so that's what i'm thinking.
yay for physical fitness....