rough

i woke up this morning, and i didn't feel like me.
all last night, i was tossing and turning.
i don't know. i guess right now i feel out of balance.
like nothing is right. and i can't say that i'm enjoying it very much.
i know, that it's probably just because i'm tired,
or yesterday was just awful.
but i would really just like to be myself again
okay? I'M READY!
flip me back okay?
i don't like feeling this way, like my chest is
just ripped open for everyone to see what's going on
i feel embarrassed, and ashamed, and cold.
... and angry. i'm still angry.
but instead of focusing all of that bitterness on the
person who deserves it,
i'm focusing it on things that don't.
i'm frustrated because i'm feeling distrust
towards things and people, that i know i don't
feel that way about.
FLIP ME BACK