:(

i find that it is in the moments closest to sleep that tend to haunt me the most. my soul is yearning for inspiration, to connect with others. to know that there is peace. but there is rarely ever anyone awake to reconnect with, or to share in my fears. instead my mind wanders, and i return to find myself again and again quite... alone. maybe that's what it is. i'm lonely.

ahh... and there is revelation.
i'm not made to be alone. maybe that's why it bothers me so much.