tonight, tonight.....

i messed up... really bad...

i was so upset i started crying,

the dealio here...
im not really sure what happened
i got up for my solo and my voice didn't work
i kept trying to sing, and i panicked, i didn't
know what to do, so i just stopped and looked at mr. flores
with this, "ohmygoodness what do i do" expression
so i spent the rest of the time with my head down mumbling words
and then after we left the santuary, i was bawling...
in the corner of the mothers room

the whole end of the concert, it was the same deal...
i don't even know why i stayed up there...

but i'm at brittani's house,
and even though i'm scared of it, her dog is really cute