epiphany

i had a dream last night
that i started smoking
...
i'm not really sure where it came from
haha, but, i liked it

is that just the dream talking?
or if i start smoking, i'll enjoy it

maybe i can channel my stress into
that like the rest of america...

i'll be 18 in a few months
there we go, problem solved...

so will i turn out like charlotte church
where i end up not being able to sing at all?
or will i go like the amy winehouse sort
where i am praised for my scratchy voice...
i guess there's only one way to find out.