"who am i this time"

FACT: i am good with my hands. i can create, and mold, and build. I learn by doing. not by sitting.
I want to do something meaningful. I want to be able to have people see and touch, and feel my soul. to hold it in the palm of their hands, to know that this is my contribution to the world. to know that it's benefiting the human existance. and in turn, i need my existance uplifted. i need meaning. i need to search for it. this is who i am right now. and i need to embrace it. i am not an adventist. and i will not become one, just because you think i should.