plastic surgery

i was hoping, that by today, the worst of this silly little sickness would've been gone. so far, i'm still not feeling too good. you know, usually the sickness has a pre-day, then the worst day, then like one or two days of aftermath. right? that's usually how it works. and i was really hoping for just the one or two days of aftermath. but it's still going. it's just a little frustrating because my family has a very dairy based diet. and i've been stuck eating oatmeal and toast. which, don't get me wrong, is fabulous. but i want a little spice in my life :) that song keeps getting stuck in my head "'cause i'm under the weather, just like the world, so sorry for being so bold..." haha

today, i'm going to get my hair cut. seems odd right, since i'm trying to grow it out... but i want it to be healthy and happy, and fun. so it's just a trim to keep everything from going all crazy. it's weird though. i saw myself the other day, and my hair was behind my ears, and i just felt so weird. like i looked like my freshman and sophomore self. and i didn't like it. i'm sort of thinking maybe i shouldn't grow my hair out too much. i like it right now. and maybe after cutting it i'll think differently. i don't know. we'll see.