today, i finally finished the project for peter's birthday. TADA! it's all wrapped up and ready to go. i think i'm going to send it out on wednesday. (no peeking!)
haha, and you can see my newly dyed hair... i said the last time, i was going to let it grow out. but the color faded, and my roots were showing. so i dyed it again. and the color was supposed to be a dark brown, but it turned into this weird dark purple color. but, you know, it doesn't look too bad. it's about the same shade as my sisters hair. so i figure, if this fades out too, maybe it will look like my hair again. and if not, maybe i should just look into some dye remover... or something of that nature.
this saturday, i went to church. there was this group singing, i don't remember what they're called, but there were 8 members. one of the tenors, his name is mr. voorhees, (i think) he's been trying to get me to sing up front for a while now, and i keep saying no... i'm not ready yet. but he asked me if i wanted to join this group. and maybe it was just the moment. but i had this very strong urge to be a part of something. to join, and sing, and go on tour again with a group. so i said yes. and now, i'm having second thoughts. the group thing, yes, i really would like to be a part of it again, but this message, this style. i don't know if i'm going to like it. but, we'll see. i'm going to try it out, maybe. i guess i'll just have to figure out if it's something that i want to do. if i can learn to enjoy it, or if it's just not for me... i like singing. i really do... i don't want that part of me to disappear. and i'm scared that it might. so what other option do i have really?
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