today is the trip down to peter's mom's house...
i'm a little nervous, i woke up this morning and felt
so awful. i hope that i feel better when we actually leave
i'm actually realy excited about the whole idea.
i just wish i was more, not feeling like i'm going to throw up...
i'm crossing my fingers that it's just the normal morning gross-ness..

yesterday i went out with brianna and katie to go see the bloom brothers.
i wasn't really sure what to expect. normally when i go places with
people i'm not extremely close to, i end up feeling intimidated and awkward
but this time it was completely different. it was refreshing. and i completely
loved the movie.

i've been thinking a lot about michigan. i have all of these irrational
doubts and fears about it. i'm a little scared. i think mostly because, i spend
most of my time waiting for other people to tell me what to do. for various reasons... and i'm kind of unprepared to be put in a place where what i say
actually matters... it's different. i think though, that i'm really going to
follow through with it. yes, i'm scared out of my mind. but i'm scared about a
lot of things. and there is so much that i could do up there. i think that not going would be more of a problem than going... now i just have to tell my family... :(