i'm really not doing very well today.
last night i was freaking out, and i couldn't get to sleep
today, i was browsing for paint colors...
when i got home, i just sort of broke down
i can't help thinking
what if this is all that i'm supposed to
do with my life.
what if all i'm going to amount up to is a quitter.
how can i even think about going to michigan when i can't even go
to canada.
how can i presume to think i'm ready to live on my own.
what if i go, and i can't do it?
i'm just really scared.
i'm scared, that i might be stuck here for the rest of my life
i can feel myself sinking into a depressed state of mind. and i can't stop it.
i just want someone to come and hold me and tell me everything is going to be okay.
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