i should

be happier than i am right now.
this morning i ate a cookie
i'm wearing "midnight pomegranate"
also a very wonderul scarf from espana
i'm trying to write a sonnet...
and still i am rather depressed this morning.

the other day, kyle was reading a book about relationships. haha
and it came to this part, that says, you should always be honest when you break up with someone. you need to tell them the truth and the reason why you're severing the relationship.
and i couldn't fully agree. because i've done it.
in fact, i just got an email from an ex. and
i know that i should tell him why i broke up with him. but it's too late now. how am i supposed to say, "you abused me emotionally and i think you did it on purpose?"
i can't

i can't even respond to his email
i can't even tell him how i'm doing.

UGH!

how am i supposed to tell #2 that i thought he was an idiot and he made me uncomfortable...?

technicality?

BRAIN WASH!