the world's best medicine

i am tired today. my eyes are burning. i keep seeing everything flashing about inside my head, i have nothing to stress about, so i am now ashamed of all things. at times like these, my greatest desire is to morph into some one else. so that i can laugh at me too. i am scared. ready for my new beginning. and i am annoyed, that i can never stop talking about the same things. over and over. today will not be a bad day, i can feel it. melancholy will strike! and apathy will take over. we are creatures of habit are we not?