andrew bird update

i did it
i sent him his letter today.
and i'm so undeniably freaked out it's not even funny
all of these worst case scenarios keep popping through my head
like,
what happens if the address i sent it to, since it most obviously
is not his personal address...
decides to be angry because i sent it there, instead of the
obviously unattainable actual address.
so they throw it away or something.
(in order to at least cushion their anger a bit, i wrote a little note on the back that said something like, im sorry if this isn't the right address, can you pass it to him please? i hope you have a good day...)

i think maybe i would rather give it to him in person
than send it to some unknown address
and hope that fate decides to shine for once...

actually scratch that... i probably wouldn't give it to him at
all if i saw him in person, maybe this is the best way

or maybe it isn't, seeing as how right after i dropped it into the mail
box, i wanted to yank it out and rip the whole think into a bunch of little pieces

i felt like a thirteen year old drooling after the backstreet boys..
except that's not really how i feel about him at all
somehow, sending "fan-mail" puts me into that category though

sigh... haha :)