Thursday, January 1, 2009

at a loss

i just got this huge feeling of alone-ness
and im not really sure that it can be fixed.
and i was so happy
because the funk of first semester had finally worn off
i swear im cursed
once i start talking about how i conquered something,
it comes back to bite me in the butt
maybe it really isn't gone
and once i get back to school
it'll be all over the place
and
ugh, im just freaking out right now
and i keep forgetting
that my friends have lives of their own
and i should stop asking them to visit mine
because that's selfish
and i should be a good person.

well im not.

1 comment:

Dan said...

it's not selfish. we all have to lean on each other if we're going to make it. and we're going to make it. and we're going to have to lean on each other. you have my shoulder

dan