temperature's rising

it's getting closer and closer to go time. my dad and i are leaving at three. to get to the airport. and i. am freaking. out. sigh. i wish that i wasn't so cowardly. i know that i'm going to go. and i'm going to be fine. and i'll survive. and everything will be sunshine and lolipops. but this waiting period... is really just terrifying. what am i going to do in the airport for two hours...? dumb. and then another two hours later... gah.