i was feeling okay... but now i just feel sad. i don't know. maybe it's because i haven't talked with you in forever. or because i thought everything was going to be okay, but isn't. or because i feel like you're ignoring me. (separate people)

i feel kind of empty right now. like i'm never going to amount to anything. are you bored yet? tired of hearing me say the same things? just because i've said them before. doesn't mean they've magically gone away. i'm still hurting.