occasionally

i find the best things in life
occur at 2 in the morning...
such as tonight
i am unable to fall asleep
although
i suppose
i would very quickly if i tried to
BUT
see the thing is
i really do not want to
so..... placebo no?
tonight
i made my dad watch la vita e bella with me
i thought it might do him some good
and of course tomorrow he is going to write me an essay
because he's a teacher
and i asked him to
and since he has nothing better to do with his time
... why not? right?
of course right.
tonight... well
yesterday, i guess
i cleaned up my musical library
seeing as how i dont really like the
vulgarity of things
i figured i might as well not listen to them
right?
so i deleted all of the songs that i fount
even slightly atrocious
which means farewell to some of the national
and damien rice.
actually it made me kind of sad
i love the national.
so much
Matt Berninger's voice is amazing
well... not really but it's soothing
he has this way of making my defenses just
drop!
and i'm left listening to this
wonderful melodic noise that i just can't
seem to get out of my head
and it's crazy
but sadly
he has the tendency to say some not very nice things
so i kept the kosher songs
and got rid of the icky ones...
it was still an experience...
at this very moment
i am going to put up some pictures on my wall
and in the next moment i'm going to decide not to
and wait until tomorrow
when i can see straight... :)
yup