today
for my senior year.
wish me luck
love
peace
joy
no stress
haha
love you all
Sunday, August 17, 2008
Friday, August 15, 2008
packing
so, i'm currently getting together all of my things, and getting ready to go up to bma on sunday. everything is pretty much all together. but it's very depressing. yesterday, i went to the movies with Chrystal. on the way home i was in the car and listening to "love you all" by cloud cult. and it started pouring rain. i was just sitting there bawling my eyes out because it was so beautiful. all of my stress and doubts and fears and loves came out all at once in this awful moment. but i called pooper and started yelling to him. most of the time, he doesn't mind helping me calm down. then, this morning i headed out for my last day of work. but around 11 i had an msg attack and had to go home. which of course you know they're going to complain about because it was my last day. they're going to think it was a cop out. but i got home and was puffy and red and there was no way that i could've worked. but whatever. so now i'm packing and getting all of the things that i want to take with me into the middle of the room so that i can find them easily. my dad thinks i'm too stressed. so he took my phone away this afternoon and he's not going to let me use the computer until tomorrow. which i understand. i am stressed. i just found out tonight that he took out a loan so that he could help me pay for my registration fee.
it really freaks me out because he said that he wasn't going to take any more loans out. but whatever. so i'm just kinda chilling waiting for time to either speed up or slow down. i'm in limbo waiting for everything to come back to earth.
sigh.
it really freaks me out because he said that he wasn't going to take any more loans out. but whatever. so i'm just kinda chilling waiting for time to either speed up or slow down. i'm in limbo waiting for everything to come back to earth.
sigh.
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
stressssssed
so, today at work, was sucky
i don't want to go tomorrow
or friday
i'm such a rotten employee
ugh today though my fellow employees decided to turn the radio
up real loud
they were in the gym and all of the little kiddies were there
and i'll give you three guesses as to what kind of music it was
rap! yuck.
so, they have it turned up so you can't hear what all of the
incoherent children are trying to tell you
and so dun dun dun
the doorbell rings. i'm downstairs (the gym is upstairs)
so i answer the door, it's a parent i tell them where their
child is and i go back to the children downstairs. right?
right. so like, 10 minutes later, i take my kids down to
the gym and the parent is sitting in the lobby right in front
of the gym with a magazine in her lap and a "death to the world"
expression on her face. obviously she isn't happy. we're not supposed
to have music playing.
i'm assuming we're going to have a complaint sooner or later about this
sigh. i would be upset too, so i can't even blame her.
this is unacceptable. i wouldn't want my kids listening to any kind of music
without my knowledge.
we had to kick a kid out because he brings roaches
every time he comes. so far we found them in his diaper, sippie cup,
book bag, sandwiches. it's nasty
and they're infesting our facility so we had to tell him that
he can't come back unless he has a note from his landlord saying that
they are taking care of the problem.
yuck.
but he was a pain.
unless he wanted to be cute.
i don't want to go tomorrow
or friday
i'm such a rotten employee
ugh today though my fellow employees decided to turn the radio
up real loud
they were in the gym and all of the little kiddies were there
and i'll give you three guesses as to what kind of music it was
rap! yuck.
so, they have it turned up so you can't hear what all of the
incoherent children are trying to tell you
and so dun dun dun
the doorbell rings. i'm downstairs (the gym is upstairs)
so i answer the door, it's a parent i tell them where their
child is and i go back to the children downstairs. right?
right. so like, 10 minutes later, i take my kids down to
the gym and the parent is sitting in the lobby right in front
of the gym with a magazine in her lap and a "death to the world"
expression on her face. obviously she isn't happy. we're not supposed
to have music playing.
i'm assuming we're going to have a complaint sooner or later about this
sigh. i would be upset too, so i can't even blame her.
this is unacceptable. i wouldn't want my kids listening to any kind of music
without my knowledge.
we had to kick a kid out because he brings roaches
every time he comes. so far we found them in his diaper, sippie cup,
book bag, sandwiches. it's nasty
and they're infesting our facility so we had to tell him that
he can't come back unless he has a note from his landlord saying that
they are taking care of the problem.
yuck.
but he was a pain.
unless he wanted to be cute.
Sunday, August 10, 2008
excitement
so today i'm on a quest to go and find honey sticks.
i'm also going to hallmark
i have decided what i'm doing for graduation gifts
so... i need to go and see if they have what i need.
and at the risk of ruining the surprise. i'm not going to say anything
because miss nikki might figure it out. haha.
but yea, i'm on a mission! dun dun DUUUUN!
i'm also going to hallmark
i have decided what i'm doing for graduation gifts
so... i need to go and see if they have what i need.
and at the risk of ruining the surprise. i'm not going to say anything
because miss nikki might figure it out. haha.
but yea, i'm on a mission! dun dun DUUUUN!
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
i hate food
so this will be the 111 post :/ second palindrome
usually, that would make me incredibly excited. but see, i missed the first post because i was complaining and what not... so, anywho. today at work was really slow. for some reason the director thinks that it's a good idea to keep the toddlers and infants in the same room so we have like four babies and three toddlers running around in the same room. it's crazy.and also, sitting in a room with babies is not exactly the most entertaining thing in the world. "oh my goodness, she spit! so cute!" ugh. do you know how sick i am of speaking in baby talk... :/ yarg.... fargle..
usually, that would make me incredibly excited. but see, i missed the first post because i was complaining and what not... so, anywho. today at work was really slow. for some reason the director thinks that it's a good idea to keep the toddlers and infants in the same room so we have like four babies and three toddlers running around in the same room. it's crazy.and also, sitting in a room with babies is not exactly the most entertaining thing in the world. "oh my goodness, she spit! so cute!" ugh. do you know how sick i am of speaking in baby talk... :/ yarg.... fargle..
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